Why am I always like this with him? Why can't I just be happy, move on with how it is right now and accept the changes happening?
Maybe because its just there. The pain never left me no matter how hard I tell myself I am okay. Because I am not. And I will never be for the next weeks and months. Maybe I thought I am getting used to this, but I can only say that because I am busy and all consumed every single day by school works and other stuffs.There was none a single minute where he was not in my mind. Everyday is struggle to make myself believe everything would be fine. But at the end of every day, I am still in tears, in excruciating pain. :""(
This is practically about anything that escape my fickle mind. Outbursts of opinion and sentiment of whatever catches my attention. This is my personal blog so you can expect tons of self portrait in here as well as photographs of my interests, rants about my endless dissatisfaction in life and love and of course some creative juices squeezed out of my struggle to be the artist I want to be.
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